hellooo ALLL.

im waiting for dinner to start and damn, i feel like a fatty.

woke up and mom bugged me to bathe and get ready. went to Raffles Hotel for lunch buffet. the food was alright. after that walked over to Raffles Place to walk around. bought a new roxy wallet and lol, a pencil. kay, nothing much. mom went to see doctor then we went home.

think gna go over to jingying's later! kbyeeee.

there you are standing with open arms,

okay went out just now. despite the fact that im grounded.
kay, whatever it is.

hm, got ready and went to meet the people at 7 plus and left for town. went over to Taka for Seoul Garden and bloody hell, i think i wasted my damn 26 dollars. dint really eat much and we had like so little time to even eat? we went at like 9.15 and the last buffet thingy was at 9.45. not forgetting, they are closing at 10.30pm. what luck? the food are boring. its nothing but chicken, chicken and more chicken. before that mervyn went to ask for more food cos they kept everything ald and he managed to erm, get the food. lol.

they walked me to the mrt station and yea, left for home.
how boringg.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELLY! :D
hm, i love love love you girl.
deception.
im so tired and its such a bad day but i dont know why. had some student leaders meeting after IR and blah, we have to go for some character developement course or something. how boring. played floorball for PE. it was yea, boring and tiring. no fun!
and i think im a fool.
immediately after PE, peerleaders went around to give out the survival kit. walked around the sch and it was so bloody tiring. i was feeling smelly and sticky all over. wth, i hate the feeling! after giving, went back for lessons. felt so frustrated, somehow.
NOW IM HOME.

i have like so many plans today and i hate it cos im grounded. theres like mel's birthday and finn's dinner. i dont even think i can make it. argh, i hate this. i cant wait for EOY to be over.

):
i need to catch some sleeeeep.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FINN! =)
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO NADIAH!

okay. thursday. the week seems to be passing real quickly. i mean it seems faster than ever! how sad, which means, okay you know what im gna say. EOY is getting nearer and closer to me! sadsadsad.

had lessons. class was damn fun today! i dont know why. we all just got high and yaoyong was like some featherduster man! it was fun! hm, packed goody bags with peerleaders after sch. it was so tiring i tell you. after packing, left for chem class. so tiring.

left for home! felt so bad. sorry wan!

kkkkkay, gtg people!

okay as usual. tuesdays are such a bore and so bloody draggy!

you know what? i'll have to start complaining bout EOY approaching again. okay, it seems so fast! i hate this feeling. i feel so terrorised by EOY. sounds stupid but yea, thats how im feeling. so freaking scared please. someone, comfort me? heeh.

kay, had lessons and nothing much happened. rah.
I'D BETTER START STUDYING OR ELSE ___________.
kay, fill in the blanks.



homework is piled as high as Mt Kinabalu.
is there even such mountain? okay nvm. haha.

if only i knew what i know today.


hi all. monday blues. sadsadsad.

was released like bout 2 today? wth. okay whatever. really, i dont think im benefiting at all. nothing much happen today cept' for lessons and nothing else. 8 more days to EOY, excluding today. sadsadsad. im so worried.

let me show you a picture of suf.
he looked like as if he was attacked by UFOs.
damn cute!

okay. hm, what else. k nothing else.

kthxbye!

being grounded sucks, alot.

would have gone for movies and asri's chalet if i wasnt grounded.

see, i dont even have anything to blog bout. what else can you do at home? pigging out like lazing around and stuffing yourself with loads of junk.

everyone else seem to start on the EOY revision except me.
i feel so bad and i feel the urgency to start but yet, i couldnt.

mervyn,
SADSADSAD.

lol. so random.


okay bye.

TGIF!

its gna be just another weekend again which means EOY is drawing closer and closer. how sad. ): im so not motivated at all. i wonder whats gna happen to me if i fail or something. shucks, please dont let it happen? someone please motivate me!

it was sister's birthday yesterday.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GLADYS CHEN!
youre such an ass to take my things without asking at times but yea, i stil love you for everything and anything. <3

played volleyball for PE and i have two freaking bruises on my thumbs which is so bloody pain! rah, i hit the ball with the wrong place. lol. but at least the ball went over! but its still pain! sadsadsad.

had compo test after sch. went over to sasa's. joy and me talked nonsense again. did a few questions on my history worksheets. kay, left and here i am blogging bout my boring life. haha.

okay, i havent been blogging regularly nowadays.

monday and tuesday were boring. nothing much happened and nothing exploded. so yea! normal lessons. stayed at home. trying to find some motivation to study but unfortunately.

anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JILL! :D

lessons as well. no assembly. called up by Ms Abraham after recess. rather stupid so yea. watched the rugby match. was taking pictures with hai's camera. it was exciting. heart drops. lol. all the tackles and shit. ariff omar's shirt had a big hole after the match! he looked like a jungle man! managed to talk to julia after so long! i miss her so much. love that nu ren so much! ah. :)

home! I STIL NEED SOME MOTIVATION FOR MY EOY.

okay i think its time i should blog. felt like it was 3251485 days since i last blogged.

days are all mundane. screwed both english and chinese oral. chinese conversation was so screwed cos i dont understand what the teacher is asking that she have to keep prompting me with so many questions! argh, okay nvm. its like over.

after chinese oral on friday, went for dinner with the girls. joy and me kept bursting into laughter and it was so embarrassing. its so crappy. lol. went home.

joy and sayhai stayed over last night cos sister asked the both of them to come over. shes going to bangkok today with her company. ate and watched tv. joy and me watched the korean serial, My Lovely Samsoon. watched one espisode. it was so funny that we kept laughing and laughing like never before. sounds stupid but yea.

the weekend seems so short! school starts again tmr. theres like Emaths and Chinese test. how stupid. 16 more days to EOY. this post is so freaking rojak and i dont know why.

k, just felt liek blogging.

actually i dont know what to blog.
doing my history essay now. rah. sadsadsadsad.

im grounded and it sucks. ):
so nuts. all you un-grounders please treasure you hm, freedom.
LOL. i think im crazy and retarded.

wth. so stupid. since i told joy im gna blog. i shall.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO HUIWAH.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NINO! :D

mervyn sucks. hes such a dumbass!

kay, right. had school today. tuesday and yesterday were just some other routine day. doing the same things over and over again. you wake up, go to school and you sleep again. the whole cycle goes on and on.

im feeling so frustrated. i hate it when you start pushing me. whats your bloody problem. why is everyone pushing me like some pregnant woman. okay, not everyone but just ARGH. all you want to see is the results that im getting instead of bloody effort that i put in. whats your freaking problem and stop pushing everything to me. stop making it seem like as if youre so great and i should be grateful for whatever youve done for me. also, i realised that most of the parents keep pushing their child and making their child so bloody hell stressed up! whats worse is that, they dont even want to believe that their child is actually stressed up but yet, you people just want to keep rubbing it in. like example;

kid; im so stressed!
one f-ed up parent; stress bout what! all you do is play and go to school? and you dont even study? so whats there to be stress about? you dont even need to earn money for the family and make your ends meet. so dont complain bout being stress!

wth, WHY CANT YOU JUST BLOODY HELL UNDERSTAND. YOU THINK YOURE THE ONLY ONE SUFFERING? WTH, THINK AGAIN. I AM SO IRRITATED AND EXASPERATED THAT I MIGHT JUST CRACK ANYTIME. damn you.

okay, i just have to say all these out. had oral just now. i think i screwed it cos i kept repeating and repeating the same things while trying to think. it was like impromptu. i was the first one so yea, whatever.

foolish. i think im a foolish girl. dont you think so? lol.


yesterday;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CASSLYN! :D
school was the same yesterday. lessons as per normal. nothing happening happened in sch. so yea, teachers are the same. classmates and schoolmates are the same as well. clarissa came over for a while after school. nothing much.

today;
had dialogue session with Mrs Kow during MPE and lessons again! tuesdays are boring. cabbed home after sch. hm, some problem. lol. effing funny. i am so hungry!

): ): ):

school starts in like a few more hours. ):

its really sad. what a stupid one week holiday.

realised that i dint even do any shopping. only that mom bought this pair of 3/4 pants for me. other than that, nothing else but i think i spent quite alot! im so freaking broke okay.

i really cant stand my mother at times.

stayed at home the whole day and had tuition. rah.

i am so bored now. i spent my whole saturday at home.
i reckon that the same thing is gna happen tmr or rather, later.



im gna blog really random stuffs.

im like singing to myself now. school starts again in like less than 2 days. everyone will be so stressed up over EOY. everyone will start to have moodswings that swing damn high. kay, this is bloody random. wth am i talking bout?

hi everyone. you know what? im so glad to realise that i actually have quite a number of true and real friends ever since racial harmony day. you know sometimes when bad things happen to you, its the best time to see who are your true friends.

i feel that friends should be people who will be there for you at the downs of your life instead of only being at the ups. friends will be the ones who are willing to lend you their shoulder to cry on even though all your disgusting and salty tears and mucus will dirty their pretty outfits. friends will also be the ones who are willing to catch you when the world falls on you even though your weight might be the same as a fat elephant! hmm, trust is also very important between friendships. how can you even sustain a friendship without trust? i wonder.

i should just be happy that i have such wonderful friends around me! they make me feel so loved and wanted. so special and significant! the sweet friendship between us is so simple yet sincere. also, they care for me alot! share lots horrific laughters and some salty tears together! going thru and playing the cruel game of life together!

like what luci once told me, one friend is better than many "friends".

okay, i really dont know what im blogging at all. told you im gna blog bout random stuffs.

ohyeah, both rin and clarissa fell down today!
rin, so much for laughing at joy and me uh! see, you fell too.

random pictures!

sasa and me.


joy and me (with my ah-boy fringe).



suf and me (also with ahboy fringe) !

elyn and gam's wedding picture!

jingying and me (looking like a red egg!)




okay byebye everyone.

my gosh its sunday ald!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLAIRE. cute primary six!

it was a rather lucky yet unlucky day for me today.

all of us were supposed to meet at parkway at 11am this morning but all of us woke up late. k, sasa called then i woke up so i called joy and then she woke up. got ready and left the house. met and took a cab to eastcoast to cycle. had lunch at mac while waiting for mel to come over. wanted to start cycling but it was gna rain cos went for bowling. we all suck. okay, not all of us but joy and me! decided to go cycling since it was rather sunny. cycled for two hours. stopped for a while.

while cycling, this group of guys cycle pass us and one of them were looking at us then he fell from his bike okay! we were all so shocked. sat at the waterbreak and we saw many sea snails or something. we even tried to mate them! they are disgustingly cute!


ohyeah, on our way back to return the bikes. joy and me fell. kay, wth. it all started with this little boy cycling on a FOUR-WHEEL bicycle. he banged onto joy and when i was bout to turn left, joy banged onto me. she was on the ground and i fell on her. worse stil, the bicycle fell on me. hm, my leg was freaking pain. had bruises on my legs. joy had scratches and erm, abrasion. thankyou to the passer-bys who helped!

we were kind of lucky cos just as we got into the bowling ally, it started raining frogs and fishes. then after returning the bikes, it started to rain again! how lucky.

took a cab at bedok inter. went separate ways with sasa. mel, joy and me left for jh's for cellgroup bbq. erm, so many new faces and i dont even know if i stil belong to the cellgroup. haha. left with mel and went home alone! we both felt like loners. lol.

ONE MORE THING, im grounded till exams end. ):
thanks to tkt. called my mom and told her i dint go for her extra classes.
hm, mom called and told me. feeling so stressed up now.
actually my mom know i dint go for classes. i think she ground me cos tkt told her i failed both A and E maths. what luck. shut up and go and die.

pictures now!

pretty sandcastles.

cycling.

waterbreak.

finding more sea snails!


disgusting dead fish!


k, bye. ):

okay im finally gna blog. been having that erm, urge to blog since i was over at jiahui's! i just hope my com wont fail me halfway thru. i'll be darn sad.

woke up early today to go for class. met joy and she was running for bus9 like an ahsiao. kay, went for english lessons and POA test. nothing much. left sch with sasa, joy, kewei, jiahui and mel. went to tamp mall. had express teppanyaki for lunch for much deciding and discussing. walked around and out of a sudden this BreakTalk uncle came approaching us to ask if we could help him take a picture and develope it. so yea, we took and develope for him! hes a cute uncle!



mel, sasa and joy followed me home and waited for me while i bathed and change. went out to collect claire's mango strudel cos gna celebrate her birthday! actual date is tmr so yea, wish her tmr again. went to jiahui's. we were all so tired. ): surprised claire at the pavillion with sparklers and all. initially wanted to celebrate it at the rooftop. had to climb up with kewei. i was so scared and kewei said i was trembling! k, really dumb. haha. gave her this HUGE box filled with sweets and biscuits! went home after that and im not homesick. lol.

k, gna upload pictures now.
some sentosa underwater world pictures!
kay and some pictures of yesterday when we took at the playground near mel's.


and for today's!

k tried taking a group photo but failed!

another attempt and we succeed but but but, i spoilt the picture with that face.
the present and strudel we gave her!

the cute birthday girl. :D


k, besides joy and kewei. mel, jh and claire are really sweet people. :D

hi.

feeling really dumb now. its gna happen again.

before the clock struck 12, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALYSSA.
hope you enjoy your birthday somehow. love always.

was out today. went to meet aly for a while then sasa and me decided to go over to mel's.

pictures. not uploading now. k.

bye.

FFFFFFFFFFFF.

i shall blog now for er, people to read! heeh.

went out quite early in the morning. starting of the day was spoilt cos sister took my roxy bag and my havianas without asking. k, damn f-ed. i almost cried in the bus cos i was too angry. the reason why im angry is obviously cos she took without asking and now i need to use it.

speak of the devil, shes back. i think im not angry anymore.

kay, sentosa. oh! we had free admission! nothing much actually. face got burnt. my cheeks are like red which is rather saddening cos i think i look like a red egg. went to the beach and soaked in the erm, sea for like hours? nothing much actually. was just playing around. went to have really late lunch and left for Underwater World! ive been wanting to like go but no one wants to go with me. k, looked fishes and touched creatures at the touchpool! took pics but yea, havent upload yet. dint manage to go to dolphin lagoon. ): i wanna go.

went to watch the Musical Fountain! k, i feel like a suaku. it was beautiful of cos. very pretty! argh, then went home. tired.

i have stupid emaths class early in the morning tmr and im not sure if im able to turn up for aly's birthday.



ohyeah, joy and me concluded that we cant live without each other!
very sweet right. i know. ;D


k, im done with the boring post!

as all you people know, Steve Irwin died today cos some dumb stringay killed him. therefore, as a tribute to him, people which includes me are putting turtles on their msn nick! and joy, being the dumb thought it was virus when she came online! LOL.

i've had the rest of you, now i want the best of you. says:(joy)
I CANNOT STAND MY MSN LIST.
i've had the rest of you, now i want the best of you. says:(joy)
ALL TURTLE ):
i've had the rest of you, now i want the best of you. says:(joy)
LOL.
i've had the rest of you, now i want the best of you. says:(joy)
DAMN FUNNY
i've had the rest of you, now i want the best of you. says:(joy)
AT FIRST I THOUGHT VIRUS.
i've had the rest of you, now i want the best of you. says:(joy)
LOL.
now i know how much it means for you to stay right here with me. says:(apr)
HAHAHAHA
now i know how much it means for you to stay right here with me. says:(apr)
WTH
now i know how much it means for you to stay right here with me. says:(apr)
STUPID.
now i know how much it means for you to stay right here with me. says:(apr)
lol.

kay. BYE.

okay decided to blog then gna take a nap after that.

woke up darn early to go school for some workshop thingy. kay, only 10 of us went which is bloody pathetic. blah blah. the thing ended then fatin and me went to bedok to find board shorts. then left for tamp to have lunch. walked around and got aunty jennifer's present from esprit.

how boring! im wasting my hols. terribly.
i hope i'll enjoy it somehow tmr.

im being really indecisive now.
i cant decide if i should go over to jh's tonight or just stay at home.

im stil deciding if i should take a nap or not. okay.

i think im gna take a nap. k. BYE.

suf and rin are damn gay now.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KIATHUA! stay yuan always! <3
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHIJIE, WORLD! stay worldly always! :D

okay. stayed at home the whole day. had tuition just now. theres the peerleader course tmr! i miss the peerleaders! ah, okay so many things happen and all. come to think of it, its all really dumb.

i miss girlfriends! its been rather long since i actually have a proper conversation or like spend time with them. all the "crazy-fatin-acts" and all the laughters together! its really fun and happy being together! haha.


okay. lalala. i took like effing long to blog this cos i was watching tv.
but yea, whatever it is!

realised that many people started blogging nowadays! lol.

okay i think i feeel like blogging again later.
okay anything.
okay thanks.
okay bye.

WA LAU, IM DAMN!@#$%^&*( ANGRY.
cos i blogged halfway then my com re-start.

okay nvm. this post is gna be for joy, my best friend with a cute nose.

i love you ever so much! dont worry bout everything okay cos theres always me with you! i wont allow you to stray away from me. i'll hold you tight k! bestfriends till we grow old and die!

Life is full of lots of up and downs,
And the distance feels further when you're headed for the ground,
And there is nothing more painful than to let you're feelings take
you down,
It's so hard to know the way you feel inside,
When there's many thoughts and feelings that you hide,
But you might feel better if you let me walk with you
by your side,

And when you need a shoulder to cry on,
When you need a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
You won't be alone, cause I'll be there,
I'll be your shoulder to cry on,
I'll be there,
I'll be a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
you won't be alone, cause I'll be there.

All of the times when everything is wrong
And you're feeling like
There's no use going on
You can't give it up
I hope you work it out and carry on
Side by side,
With you till the end
I'll always be the one to firmly hold your hand
no matter what is said or done
our love will always continue on

my best friend is an asian beauty. HAHAA!

okay shall upload one picture!
heeh, we look like a family right.
i love you, joy sim and clarissa tan!

(edit!
i was bullied the whole day by all of them. they all called me fat and even sang a hokkien fat song in the lift for me. damn sad okay. esp that brother rong! okay. junrong i mean. lol.

one big true family! :D

hello. okay. before i start,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YASMINE! :D
i hope you enjoy your birthday yea.

im so tired! after i finish blogging yesterday. i went over to sasa's for mahjong and slacking. junrong, sayhai and joy were there ald. i watched Aquamarine alone while they stay in sasa's room! left around 6 plus to my place. we played sparklers before that!

went for dinner. jingying, alson and harry came over as well. they played MORE mahjong. watched tv and stuff. yea, felt damn family. kewei and claire came after that. taught them how to play mahjong. it was damn slow when we're playing with them! so cute okay. slept after that. blah blah. woke up. morning, jingying, alson and harry came again to look for us. wanted to have mac breakfast but we woke up like late and all. all went to tamp mall to have lunch. walked around. we bought this sticker machine from ToysRUs. LOL. very nice okay! very cheap but its really retarded. made the stickers. lol. they came over again for more mahjong and played the computer. couldnt meet mervyn and all for chilling cos i was too tired!

ah. what a day. joy and me finally part after seeing each other's face for 31 hours! <3
joy has a cutie nose and i love it. *kisses on cheek!!* wth, so lesbian.

kay, i just changed my blogskin! as you can see, its like kind of pink? i dont really like pink. but nvm, at least its just something different. stil as plain as ever!

going over to sasa's later and they all coming over to mine for stayover.

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY TO ALL YOU DEDICATED TEACHERS.

zz. barbara told me krunk's tix price is at 14 dollars now. ):
mel and joy... ):