went to meet clarissa at tanahmerah last night then went to plaza sing for dinner at pastamania. walked to cathay for Open Season movie premier. it was in the grand cathay threatre and they gave us free popcorns on the seat. i was so tired that i fell asleep halfway thru the movie and woke up just when the movie ended.

i was supposed to start work today! woke up late and i couldnt like bathe. -.- there were people fixing the toilets till 3plus 4 in the afternoon. watched some hongkong drama serial then got ready. met sayhai and terence downstairs. we bused to temasek poly for rugby match. temasek poly vs ite. it was exciting! in the end, temasek poly won. zakiah was there also but i dint see her till the end of the match!

left and went to bedok to meet ridhwan. waited for him for like sooo long then went to parkway for sakae! ordered and ate. lalala. went home after that as mom was in a bad mood cos she left her lv wallet in the cab. worse part was that there was 6k in it. (cold hard cash) plus her credit cards and id. sadsadsad. imagine the pain..

im back from peerleader camp. nothing much. it was rather dry and boring. we went to labrador adventure camp on the second day of camp. did belaying till had blisters and the first few that i belayed were damn terrible. okay, then did flying fox also. my heart almost came out of my mouth. okay, blah blah. performance and cheer. movie screening.

i shall let the pictures do the talking.

them playing some games.
fatin the ROCKSTAR!

all taken on the first day. nadiah's face conquered my whole camera! lol.

yawn, bye.

was supposed to go out with sister today but ended up having only dinner plans. waiting for her and her boyfriend to come back! im watching some hongkong serial right now and im feeling so bored at home. with nothing to do and no food to eat. sadsadsad. i wonder wheres everybody!

slept at 5plus this morning cos ridhwan came over last night for movie marathon thou we only caught 3 movies. thanks to his faulty coach carter dvd. other than that, we caught shes the man, the benchwarmers and the omen. watched alittle bit of mtv after that and he went home. its been quite a while since we last do something like this. yea, it was defintely great! :D

sasa's coming back tonight from genting if im not wrong. woo, sweet and im leaving for peerleader camp tmr aldy till wednesday. i havent even pack shit yet! its gna be such a busy week! joy, jiahui and me are starting work straight away after camp and wooo, i hope i get to see money rolling in! more money which means more shopping. heeh, lovelove.

by the looks of it, i ended up not going to church again for the 3rd week. i was thinking thinking and it was aldy 4.14pm without me even realising it. i wasnt even ready. okay, dammit.

im pigging out at home trying to find something productive to do but yea, i dont know whats productive for me. watching tv, wasting my energy on the com/laptop and eating. thats what ive been doing. clarissa's at genting for more retail theraphy and im here in the uniquely sunny singapore. grrreat, im stuck at home and my gummybear supplies are getting lesser and lesser as every minute passes by. not to forget that my room is in a terrible terrible mess with cupnoodles, magazines, gummybear wrappers and princess hours vcd on the floooor.

on a lighter note, i'll get to be with my friends for peerleader camp next week. (monday, tuesday and wednesday). hope to have alot of pictures to pooooost when im back. zzz, i dont even know what to bring for the camp and duh, i hope its fun!

kay, what a stupid post.

so like i totally forgot to blog yesterday while watching my princess hours. yawn to the boring parts of the show that i fell asleep on one big pillow on the floor. sadsadsad but i found myself on the bed when i wake up.

yesterday was alright. spent my whole afternoon at home watching princess hours and gosh, i just feeel like killing myself at that point of time cos it was just so sweet. rin had to spoil it all cos he was at my bus stop, met him and we took bus to simpang. okay, we're like the early birds! suf, marcus, kewei and claire came. BUT joy, mels, jiahui stil havent! so waited for them till damn hungry. okay, they came. we all eatttttt. wanted to go for ice-cream at airport but decided not to. so walked home from simpang. rin and me had mcflurry near my place. then he left, then im home. continued with my princess hours.



was talking to nadiah hatta just now. shes off to watch her prisonbreak and she ask me to blog bout her. okay, so like after so long. everything's finally over and im really really glad. no more fights and quarrels aldy. :D i love her la k. 9irlfriends alsooooo. =)

i wonder what am i going to do later. shit, lazy. i need to eradicate my laziness cos its killing the hell out of me. i hope i wont be lazy and go to church later.

loooool, im a lunatic.

im having this stupid laughing fit on my own right in front of the tv and the laptop in my room. i feeeel really stupid right now. omg, sooo stupid. im watching princess hours and chatting on msn now.

princess hours is really really draggy at parts and the beginning of the show is damn boring. but okay. its getting nicer and nicer! I BURST OUT INTO LAUGHTER WHILE WATCHING COS I THINK ITS SO DAMN BLOODY FUNNY. AHHHHH, soo handsome. gosh, im an idiot. -.-

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA
kay, what a stupid post.


ridhwannnnnn. :D

joy sent me some old pictures of us. damn, it was horrid.


woke up damn early in the morning just to go over to grandma's shop. decided to sell the leftover old clothes and manage to get some money. yes baby, just when im so broke. wooo, i settled my november and december pledge aldy. talking bout church, i havent been to church for like 2 weeks aldy and k, i am so freaking lazy.

went out for lunch with grandma and grandpa then went back to the empty shop to sleeeep, watch tv and read my book. loool, i was practically lazing around and snacking on seaweeeds. mom came and we had dinner and left for home. what a dayyyyyyy.

ive been sneezing so much that i think my eyeballs are dropping out.

wah, i hate period. its so bloody and.. okay, nvm i will not elaborate here.

so like i lazed around at home and watched princess hours. make my maid to re-do my nails and made her go get chips and seaweeds for me. okay, what life. got ready and went out. saw rin while walking to the bus stop! dint see him for like soooo long. okkkay, so i met mels and jiahui at marina square cos i was too bored. met them around 8 when i told them i'll meet them at 6 plus. walked around abit, nothing much. those two girls went shopping before i meet them.

okay, they went home while i went raffles place to wait for dad and sister to pick me. went for dinner at lagoon. here i am now, sitting in front of the computer feeling all bored. ):

and shit, im down with flu.
yeayeayeayeayeayea. hello.

HELL-0.

pictures from the other day.
woke up so early in the morning and went to meet joy, mels, jiahui and sasa for job interview at shaw centre. okay, we got the job so we're starting work next week. i hope i get lots and lots of money cos you know, i went out with $12 and with $28 in my bank account. feeling lousy enough, the total amount of money adds on to how lousy i feel. walked around and accompanied sasa to do her shopping. walked and walked. im so glad nothing really caught my eye when we're in town if not, i'll really suffer. went to bugis to meet kewei. dint see her for so long, i miss her so much. so like we walked at bugis street again. they bought stuffs then we went to starbucks to slack and rest our legs. joy and kewei left after that. sasa's shopped somemore. bought this outfitter tanktop cos its darn cheap. sister and boyfriend came. she paid the black shorts that i reserved at m)phosis then walked somemore. sasa, mels and jiahui left for home. while we went to bugis street again to get this light grey skirt that i wanted. tried finding some nice bags but no dont haveeee.

dad came to pick us up and send us home. he gave me 50.
i think i must really control my expenditure and restrict myself.

waaaaah, youre an idiotttttt. ):
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hellooo.

woke up and met alyssa at tanahmerah then we walked to school together for peerleader meeting. discussed bout the camp and plannings then fatin, nadiah and me started cam-whoring. okay, its damn funny. ros and nad fought then fatin joined in! i have the videoooos. after that, fatin, zakiah, ros, nadiah, alyssa and me went simpang to eat then lichin came to meet us. left home and met up with fatin, zak, ros and lichin at tamp interchange. left for temasek poly to watch rugby match. combined ITE vs republic poly. dint finish the match, left at the second half of the game to meet mom!

took a cab to cathay to find her at benn's. i did not have money so benn came down to pay for my cabfare. loool. mom was doing treatment then mom suddenly asked if i want to dye my hair. so yea, dyed parts of it brown. that benn refused to dye the whole head cos i told him im gna have camp next weeek. then he went to cut my hair. okay, i think i like it. lol.

mom and me went dinner after that at joochiat. her boyfriend came then ate together. went to his "cyber cafe" for a while then left for homeeee.

loool, the rest of the pictures are way too retarded.

so this is me and my mom.
with my dyed-abit-of-brown haircut and her weeks-ago-permed hair with a cute bump.

somehow, she just reminds me of elvis presley.

(edit)
ohyeah, haha. i forgot to blog that i got a pair of shorts.
heeh.

angryangryangry.
sadsadsad.
diediedie.
hellhellhell.



i spent my day with mels and jiahui today. we went parkway and bought our stuffs at watson then we accompanied mels to have lunch. parkway was boring so we decided to go to bugis. tried finding the topshop spag at the bugis outlet but wth, no size again! shopped around at bugis street. walked and tried finding nice skirts. found one but the shop that has the lower and lowest price did not have my size! so yea, i shall wait till the new stock comes in. had dinner at the bugis cafe. sat around for a while and took some pictures. 12-ed home after that. jiahui and me started smiling and smiling to this uncle in the bus beside ours. when the bus move, we gave the uncle a flying kiss. -.- okay, pictures.

hi, i was chingchong for that very moment.
okay theres more actually but feel like uploading it another day.
so yea, thats alllll.

okay hi. i feel the need to blog now cos im feeling so uncomfy.
caught Just Friends just now and it was yea, average. not a MUST-catch for me.

blah blah blah.
are you playing? you know what, its affecting me alot and my heart definitely feels heavy. how irritating can this get. or mayb, we just lost the spark.
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~!@#$%^&*()_=-+
n o m o r e s p a r k . to hell with you.

HELLOO ALL.

i dint go to church yet again. -.-
i stayed at home the whole afternoon just lazing and pigging out on leftover chips. i feel so sad for myself but its okay. mom came back from overseas and guess what? i dont even know where she go or rather, i dont even know she went overseas. loool. supposed to go dinner with wan but he had rugby matches so cancelled. went dinner with mom instead at joo chiat for some porridge steamboat. head to parkway after that to like walk around and find something niceee.

what a day! i saw this pretty spag from topshop but theres no size6. damndamndamn.
i saw this nice black shorts from m)phosis but theres no sizeS. damndamndamn.
sadsadsad please. ):

then walked somemore and both mom and me got levis jeans for ourselves.
okay, i gtg now for movies at tamp mall. blog again later.

i dint get to see sasa today and i miss her terribly. ):

woke up damn bloody early today cos of some dumbass phonecall.
tried going back to sleep then got a call from aly to go for some interview.

got ready and went out to meet her while she hopped onto the train. reached orchard and we couldnt find the building so we walked and walked. interviewed for Guess outlets as some sales associate or something. took a bus to shaw house and had lunch then walked somemore. went to meet joy, mels and jiahui at heeren. then after much deciding, we decided to slack at starbucks. chatted alot then aly left for home. joy and me continue talking while mels and jh continue reading their magazines. we left the place and was approached by some DBS people to take a free photo and dammit, i look so horrid in it. its ugly memories i tell you. i'll stil upload it thou. heeh.

okay, what ugly memories. train-ed home!

the belated birthday boy! :D


whoaaakay. 12.41am.

blogged that im gna go for dinner! hm, to celebrate mervyn's birthday. met up with the people.

mervyn himself, ridhwan, clarissa, boo, sofian, adam, sham, luciana, bryan, kingston, asri, shikin, haojie, siva, amira and shannon.

okay, thats quite alot of people. had a real hard time deciding where to eat for dinner. then we all decided on swensens! we all had main courses plus mervyn, wan, sofian and me shared a giant earthquake! damn fuuuull! okay, so asri ordered a firehouse happy birthday or whatever for mervyn then we all sang him a song and toast and all. darn funny. sofian was getting all excited bout the ice-cream and food! erm, after dinner. the guys + luci went for movie, Step Up. decided to give it a miss and left home with sasa and sofian!

our GIANT earthquake. -.-

whoa, look at sofian. so darn excited bout the earthquake. HAHA.

okay. i havent been online for like two days i guess? i tell you, suf and rin missed me!

before i start blogging.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MERVYN MY BESTFRIEND! :D
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY RIDHWAN. :D (15 nov)

tuesday (14nov)
okay went to sch in the morning to do some crazy amaths ace-learning. then left sch and went home to get ready. met asri, mervyn and adele, went to town to find presents! junrong came to find us then had lunch at mosburger after much deciding. walked and walked somemore. finally got wan's presents! wah, tell you. asri and me spent like alot on that day. okay, we had dinner at pastamania then walked somemore and got mervyn's present. then we all left for home.

wednesday (15nov)
its wan's birthday! went to sentosa for celebration! we met at bedok mac at like damn early. all supposed to meet at 6.30am but ended up waiting till 8 something.
ridhwan, mervyn, clarissa, shikin, amelia, bryan, boo, sofian, sanjeev, adam and asri.
went to siloso beach! walked and walked. then played volleyball. the boys went into the water then made sasa and me wet! rah, okay then got dragged down into the water! haha. sasa was trying to teach me how to trap water and i couldnt do it at all. okay, damn funny.
fcuk la okay. damn.
ballz, fareez, finn, azri and farid came.
they all played soccer then it started raining. like wth but it was just passing cloud. then the rain stopped then continued playing. blah blah blah. mervyn gave wan a girl's thong. then they made him wear it and run into the sea! haha. a pity i couldnt snap any pictures of him! if not i'll post it up here. HAHA. okay, joking. then yea, went to bathe and all. fatin, fathi and khai came. then all went to habourfront to have dinner. the boys were all damn hungry! okay, then went home. darn tirrred. oh and guess what? im burnt like an red egg again. ):

look at the dark clouds!

okay thats bout it. dint really snap alot of pictures!

gna go out later for dinner later with the guys.

okay, so i started my first day of work for some sales thing.
i felt really stupid thou. worked with sufyan and joy at bugis OG.
no sales but theres this one potential sales. lol.

so we approached people and got rejected straight at the face! doubt we're gna continue working that job. so we'll start another job hunting again! haha. lalalala.

i need to go back to sch on tuesday, thursday and friday for 2 hours of amaths lesson each. dammit cos i skipped 6 hours of amaths last week and now i need to complete the 6 hours! ugh, okay. nvm.

ooookay i am sooo tired.
eyes hurt like crazy.

on a lighter note, wan's back from vietnam todayyy!

so yesterday i went out at bout evening to meet serene. walked around and had dinner with ruini as well. then met sister at cineleisure. the initial plan was to catch a movie but the timings were wrongwrongwrong. so we decided to go kbox and sing our hearts out. lol. yea, kbox-ed till 1plus in the morning then went to hongkong cafe for some dimsum! head home and sleep at bout 3am.

okay, i dint go to church today. woke up bout 6+ am. i was so freaking tired. got ready, went out then met sasa at tanahmerah. went to grandma's shop to sell old clothes that we dont want anymore. walau, sold it at a damn low price! sadsadsad. earned some money and fulfilled my nov's pledge aldy! left for town with sasa after that. walked and had pepperlunch for lunch. it was raining so heavily! walked to wisma and it was like human jam! caught a DOA at shaw house. the movie was like quite short but nice! walked around isetan after that. bought a spag from topshop and bought two bras! <3

walked to taka. decided to sit at coffeebean and rest our legs! so yea, chatted and all. went home after that.

i am sooo broke. i need to practise ALOT of self-control and restrict myself not to spend so much. my pathetic bank account is left with $14. this is soo bloody pathetic. ):

hi, i am so bored that i decided to blog.

so the year is coming to an end and all of us moving up together to sec4. time really flies and soon, we're gna take our Olevels and leave the school! i stil vividly remember complaining to everyone bout how much i hated my class (3C) cos its filled with irritating boys and with only 13 girls in it at the beginning of the year. not having any close friends in it but im glad that i have izaidah, shamyn and jingying with me. i thought my class would be so stupid and boring but no, im wrong. terribly wrong. 3C turned out to be a really fun-loving class filled with veryvery loud people! we're always getting into trouble together and the boys are always cracking those not-funny-but-actually-very-funny jokes that really crack all of us up. we're always so noisy that we've received many complaints from many teachers but somehow, we just cant seem to give a damn. also, with a oh so cute form teacher, ms hoori, who gets nervous everytime we stress her up. when we're noisy and inattentive, she'll go " THIS IS A PERPETUAL PROBLEM!" then all of us will start laughing. always going against this particular teacher and complaining non-stop bout that teacher every now and then. it has all been real fun! i loveee 3C and we're gna be 4C next year! soooo fast. haha.

hm, i love all my friends! even after the quarrels and fights! quarrels and fights between friends are inevitable and it makes the friendship and bond stronger somehow? i think? haha.

okay, this post is sooo bloody random please!

hi, i just decided to do this. so bored.

You need to score 30 and below to be an angel.
1. Smoked before
2. Drunk alcohol before
3. Slept with someone of the opposite sex
4. Slept with someone of the same sex
5. Gotten into any fights
6. Kissed someone of the opposite sex
7. Kissed someone of the same sex
8. Had someone in your room of the opposite sex
9. Scolded vulgarities
10. Bought porn
11. Take drugs before medicine
12. Hate going to the doctor's
13. Lied to your parents
14. Lied to a friend
15. Snuck out of the house
16. Done something illegal
17. Cut yourself
18. Hurt someone
19. Wished someone to die
20. Seen someone die
21. Missed curfew
22. Stayed up all night
23. Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
24. Been to a therapis
25. Been to a rehab
26. Dyed your hair
27. Received a ticket
28. Been in a wreck
29. Been to a club
30. Been to a bar
31. Been to a wild party
32. Seen the Mardi Gras
33. Had a fight
34. Had a spring break in Florida
35. Sniffed anything
36. Wore black nail polish
37. Wore wristbands
39. Wore black eyeliner
40. Own a 50 cent CD
41. Hugged someone of the opposite sex
42. Hugged someone of the same sex
43. Gone out with someone of the same sex
44. Gone out with someone of the opposite sex
45. Stole something
46. Been too drunk to remember anything
47. Blacked out
48. Fainted
49. Had a crush on your neighbour
50. Had someone else snuck into your room
51. Snuck into someone else's room
52. Had a crush on someone of the same sex
53. Had gone and watched movies with friends
54. Dry humped someone
55. Been called a slut (im not sure bout this, but yea.)
56. Called someone a slut
57. Installed speakers in your car
58. Broke a mirror
59. Showered at someone of the opposite sex's house
60. Brushed your teeth with someone else's brush
61. Consider Mac, Dre, e40 or Mistah Fab your favorite rapper
62. Seen an R rated movie in theaters
63. Gone out with friends to the mall
64. Skipped school
65. Had an eating disorder
66. Had hurt yourself before
67. Gone to court
68. Walked out of a restaurant without paying
69. Caught something on fire
70. Lied about your age
71. Owned an apartment
72. Cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend
73. Cheated with someone
74. Got in trouble with the police
75. Talked to a stranger
76. Hugged a stranger
77. Kissed a stranger
78. Rode in the car with a stranger
79. Been sexually harassed
80. Been verbally harassed
81. Met face to face with someone you met online
82. Stayed online for 12 hours straight
83. Talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
84. Watched TV for 12 hours straight
85. Been to a fair
86. Been called a bad influence
87. Cursed
88. Prank called someone
89. Laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex
90. Cheated on a test
91. Cheated on homework
92. Held hands with someone of the opposite sex
93. Want to be dead
94. Cut yourself before
95. Hate yourself
96. Had a crush on someone 10 years older than you
97. *NOT VALID*
98. Worn eyeliner
99. Skinny dipped
100. Laughed at someone who was seriously hurt

lol, im quite angelic after all thou my damn score is 41.
okay, whattttever. yawn, so boring.

okay, joy and me finally cleared whatever the air.
its no longer hazey now or whatever you call it.

both of us have been rather irritated with each other and we've been keeping it all inside without telling anyone or each other. can you ever imagine? both of us are like sliently wanting to kill each other. how sad. both of us talked bout it just now and realised that we're irritated with each other for quite a while but its over some petty issues. shes so evil to me but okay, im just as bad. i secretly wanted her to trip and fall just now so that i could laugh at her. im so bloody glad that we're alright with each other now! shes my bestfriend forever and i love her many. :D

kay, went training today at clarke quay again and i think we're starting work on monday. last minute, shamyn couldnt make it so we go ahead with the plan. then harry woke up damn late! so he rushed down to meet us while we wait for him to start the training together. blah blah.

joy and me went to meet mel at plaza sing while suf and harry went home. had dinner and yea, chatted alot. walked around then walked to cathay for ben&jerry's. not forgetting, mel and me got new havianas! we took prints! then took a train home...

15months.

alright, i decided to blog.

kay, went to catch deathnote yesterday with sasa, suf, rin, zao and ronald at tamp mall. i almost died in the threatre cos it was freezing cold and my bladder was at the extreme. lol. the movie was alright and i cant wait for deathnote; the last name to come out during december! the thrailer was &^%*!@ exciting please.

okay, went to school for POA lessons today. then left to clarke quay for job training with shamyn, joy, harry and suf. it was okay, rather dry at times. stil abit confuse bout the charges and blah blah. i doubt you all know what im talking bout anyways. kay, went home!

more trainings tmr. sadsadsad.

wan called me on monday night from vietnam! :D

i just have to post this for the fun of it.


had physics and socialstudies. not productive at all.

caught The Grudge Two with shamyn at century square. met nadiah for lunch at ljs before the movie. okay, the movie was fine. it was darn funny cos me and shamyn were holding each other's hands and screaming right at our own faces. thats like damn retarded! the ending kinda sucks thou. sorry suf, i dint wait for you but okay now you watch deathnote with me k. haha. walked around after that then she left while i met hai. went to temasek poly for rugby match. ITE vs SP. kay, not a very exciting one thou. then left for home after that.

wan left for vietnam today and is coming back on sat.
dint go and send him offff. but ohwells, six days.

i want the adidas jackkkket. any sponsors?