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Saturday, December 16, 2006

i just feel the need to blog right now and i have no idea why.

call me an idiot or a bitch but it has been 2 days so far and im not able to deal with it with so-called maturity. i simply thought that i'd able to face it and convince myself. i think im wrong, terribly wrong. i find it so hard for me to accept and face the fact that we're officially over after 1year, 4months and 5days. i couldnt help it but to keep staring at my miserable and pathetic phone and start wondering whether you'll even send me a msg or give me a call which is hardly possible because after all, i was the one who initiated the whole thing. i hate it whenever i start tearing out of nowhere and without even me realising, he has become a part of me. the feeling of losing a part of me really sucks alot. i wonder how is it for you?

all the bitter and sweet memories are really great to have.
thank you.

and youre no longer mine. whatever it is, i love you. (:
6:38 PM